so, back to blogging.

it's been a very long while since my last blog. honestly, i miss writing. i misS pouring down my emotions into words. well, i was too busy with school works (and gimiks) to even bother. guess what? i finally graduated!! yeehooo! that was 3 months ago, but nevertheless, still overwhelming. now, the next problem is HOW TO PASS THE BOARD EXAM! :( my gahd! i've been out and about most of the time lately. i dont read as much as i should have and phase 1 of my review is nearly coming to an end. im already having mild anxiety going to moderate. oh my! every time we do rationalizations, i always feel sad afterward. no, i am not one of those with very low grades i presume, but honestly, my scores were not something my family would be proud of. that's the problem with showing them you can do good jobs and then suddenly you try to do things young people do and struggling to keep the family's expectations at the same time. gahd! i think i'll pill-binge if i'd fail the exam. (horrible hirrible thought!)

oh God help me.